“ENJOY your life, no matter how hard it may seem. When life gives you a thousand reasons to cry, show the world you have a million reasons to SMILE”
Once upon a time, time to time, even I was not born and as well as you; the word “problem” exists and cannot be extinct and still upgrading into more severe chronic, hard and complicated that make people stress, depress and spin their world. I think that it is the root cause of this quotation. But problem didn’t know that there is a contrasting word for it, “smile” that everyone does to show their happiness, enjoyment and gladness even problems are striking, using this smile makes them feel better even though they use it to hide something.
There is no origin on how this quotation begun or where/ who is this came from, all I know is that it’s aspire my whole life. I didn’t consider it as a quotation to be a group mail in SMS but instead words of wisdom to my life.
Everyone has their own story to write and we can never stop that there will be a conflict to interfere with, as we continue for the climax or success we are all waiting for. Just like my life full of struggling moments but still standing to witness my big break.
At first I am not in touch with any life-changing, inspiring, aspiring, learning quotation in life, I only reckon in these things after I step forward as an Accountancy student back when I was first year. There I realize that not only life has its own problem but also accounting too, more than that I think it is. Problems to be encounter and entry with some adjustment or changes to have a balance and better life.
And that strong determination to achieve my dreams and a smiling face lost when I take one more step in life as a second year but not the same as first, now I am one of those who failed in Accountancy program, now I am a BS Accounting Technology. It hurts and there, problems eat me and take me to its stomach and stock there for a long time, I become hopeless and said to myself that I was a failure, why people like me still exist even I am just a waste and many factors flashing to my brain that make me more problematize.
I am the eldest child of my parents and I should be the one to have a better life so that I can support my siblings studying, to become a breadwinner, how about my dream to help my parents to change all their sacrifices they made for me, how can I become a Certified Public Accountant if that super death defying problems strike me all over again and again and now I have my problem again, my father lost his job because of his heart problem, how about our life now? And also almost all my exam in accounting failed even I’d reviewed all this time. Why is this happening to me? Why me!!! I became frustrated and so depressed, every time I see my grades, think of my family and others, I cried and almost give up on my life, there comes the point I doubt God but He made me realize of something.
One day, I ask him a sign if I still need to push it through or not, then He responses as He show the sunlight in my window even the weather is not good. There I become a new one, new man, stronger and fighter for my dreams, giving up is not an option, no matter how hard it is, no matter how Accounting can’t stop producing problems I will be standing tall, looking forward and said “You are just a problem; I am a man with God, with a big smile on my face. Yes it is hard but there are million reasons to smile. There is God that makes me smile. Pray and study in the hardest way but at the same time, enjoy what you are doing. Smile.”


